welcome to my narrative...in bits and pieces

...all perception is valid...only accuracy is negotiable...however, personal realities tend to ignore the latter...the tale herein offers no exception...go ahead, accept the challenge...presume that whatever you read is true...then seek what might be true about it...regardless, illumination to purge the past remains paramount...kindness and mercy reign supreme on this venture outside my head...wtf simply begins the adventure...thank you...

~ js


Thursday, June 24, 2010

My "Uncoventional" Perspective

Today I fired off a bit to someone who asked about a current community in which I participate and to which I contribute:

Opportunities to converse without protective censorship brings me to cuddles and more. My socio-sexual verve shines under the policy of explicit consent. However, my physiological and psychological limitations curbs the desire to join a snuggle group...not forever, just for now. So I've chosen to attend regularly in order to give folks the chance to relate to me over time and grant myself the opportunity to step out of my head.

So I wonder, "What's so unconventional about that?" Well, touch is the fundamental theme of most events within this community...but I rarely desire touch despite my need for touch or my expertise in touch. Yet, beyond the chronic physical discomfort of my daily existence, I experience profound pleasure while attending our events, regardless of desire, need, or expertise. For now, that's my best elucidation irrespective of lucidity, heh.


Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Leah's Lovely Hands

Received a massage today...very overdue. More later.