welcome to my narrative...in bits and pieces

...all perception is valid...only accuracy is negotiable...however, personal realities tend to ignore the latter...the tale herein offers no exception...go ahead, accept the challenge...presume that whatever you read is true...then seek what might be true about it...regardless, illumination to purge the past remains paramount...kindness and mercy reign supreme on this venture outside my head...wtf simply begins the adventure...thank you...

~ js


Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Official Narrative...

In the interest of "getting it out" I shall begin.

The new stepfather's nephew introduced me to episodic oral sex sometime between my fourth and fifth birthdays. The folks figured that leaving me home with the resident 18-year-old relative worked out pretty well.

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Sunday, May 2, 2010

Idiot Children of Shiva

Recently participating in a ceremonial party showed me that much of this id's rage directs toward "guys" (i.e., men in name only) regards the stupid, mindless, idiotic crap that has prompted them to touch me. That is, my recollections offer incidents of their "benign intention," thinking that not wanting to "hurt" leaves no damage, but of no accompanying fear for my safety. Such carelessness complicates my fondness for the bastards.